Melancholic! Sober! Drama Queen!
There are lots of reasons why I feel this way…* A family friend died last March… And ngayon lang namin nalaman. How sad! He’s Jeremiah’s ( my classmate in grade school) Dad ( and I’m the most stupid girl at this moment for I forgot his name. I think it’s Tito Troy…). A very jolly, cool, down-to-earth and a God-fearing man. The news really affected me.
I remember my first year in college, that school year! I consider that as my dark age… Family problem, problems with my peers, lovelife, with my SCHOOL… ALL! That time, I just felt useless… the time when I felt that my life has no direction… Tito Troy was the one who reminded me that there’s God. And then, everything was back to normal… I’m just so sad because of the fact that I haven’t got the chance to thank him. If not for him, maybe I am a rebel right now. SERIOUS!
I’m really sad… Well, I even don’t know if he still know me, but I can never forget that nice man and his good deeds for me.
* About the recent misunderstanding ( alam nio na yon!)… I don’t wanna be onesided… If I can only do something to solve this situation… Hindi naman sa nanghihimasok ako/kami, pero marami talagang apektado hindi dahil sa atribida at epal kami kundi dahil MAHAL NAMIN KAYONG DALAWA at concern kami sa inyo, alam namin kung gaano na katagal at katindi ang pinagsamahan ninyo at siyempre, nakakalungkot talagang isipin na masisira iyon. Gustuhin man naming tumulong, pero hindi namin alam ang puno’t dulo ng lahat… Well, as the saying goes… TIME WILL HEAL… Sana maayos ang lahat… Para masaya na tayong lahat!… Wag niyo sana itong masamain… Statement lamang ito ng isang concerned friend…
* I’m missing my highschool friends… Kung kelan naman FREE na ako, saka naman sila nanahimik! Waaah… I miss our badminton sessions… I miss the GIRLTALKS… I miss debating with the RIZALIANS… the assesments, Our reminiscing moments… OMG! Could you believe na hindi kami nagsasawa sa mga ganoong gawain sa tuwing may reunions kami? Hayyy… Pasensiya na at madrama ang Information Professional ng Class…
* And lastly, xempre, I MISS HIM… There… No explainations needed… 
.. There… exaggeration??? Naaah! Hmmm… Maybe the fact that my summer term has ended and teh fact na wala na akong masyadong ginagawa ngayon….. or the fact that WALA AKONG MASYADONG GINAWA NGAYONG ARAW,,,, kaya masyado akong na-focus sa mga iyon… and masyado ko silang inisip… hayyy… My DRAMA QUEEN mode strikes again!
So there… Tomorrow, magiging productive na naman ang araw ko ( I wish! haha..)… Sana mabawasan…
Ayun lang… Thanx for absorbing my mushyness for the nth time!
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